Currently #1

 

Loving: Modern Warfare III, Staycations, and Iced Carmel Macchiatos. I can't get enough of them. Seriously.  Also my new hip hop class. It’s so invigorating.

 

Reading: Self and Shape magazines every month. I have yet to fall into a book recently (sadly) and have resorted to reading magazines with pictures of inspiring workouts and recipes that I never try. Oh and occasionally one of those cheap-o news line celebrities buzz magazines.

 

Watching: That 70's show in the afternoons, Friends at night, and an occasional teen mom and SYTYCD now and then. I sneak a Reba or two in every now and then as well. I need a new and exciting show to swoop me up.

 

Thinking About: Life in general, and how it can stand still yet fly by all at the same time. It’s interesting how things will never be just perfect, and it’s hard to try to let things go. Each day has something new to bring, yet sometimes it feels like every day is the same.

 

Surprised by: How far I have come, and how drastically things have changed in this year.

 

Making me sad: Thinking about what my family is going through right now. It's never easy. Also how insanely hot it is lately.

 

Making me Happy: Thoughts and hope for the future, and being stable (financially and emotionally (somewhat)) right now.

 

Inspired by: http://lovethefreeworld.blogspot.com/2012/09/hello-aimless-currently-3.html

MIA

That has been me.

MIA

 

Between my life changing so drastically that I can hardly keep up,

And dealing with anxiety/depression issues I always thought people just made up,

Moving

and shifting

And working working working.

Surprise visits,

Lost of loved ones,

Heartbreak,

Hope,

And Relapse

I have had a lack of inspiration.

A lack of motivation.

My world is spinning so fast that I feel like I'm constantly dizzy.

Constantly fighting a battle.

And I apologize.

But I'm back to say a proper Goodbye

 NO No no, not to the blog. I will be back on here soon I hope....

 But Goodbye to one of the most beautiful women I have ever met.

Goodbye to an artist

A lover

A traveler

A painter

A woman who knew the meaning of doing what you have to do to support your family

A mother with too much family to even fathom keeping track of

An opinionated lady who spoke her mind

 and now...

 An angel.

Rest in Peace Grandma

Carlotta Jeanne Matta

9/3/42-2/9/12

You're impression on us was huge.

Forever with love.

I know you are swimming with the dolphins now.